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hoowa. haven't been updating lately... time hasn't been friendly, among other things... and i never was in the mood all week... i actually have been spending every single day at miss mia's office... heheh... psychotic much? =p paranoid maybe? (ahem.) actually, no... it's just nice to hang out at the guidance... tambay tambay, listening to music... oh right! i've been hearing these really cool songs from her pc... when i finally asked her who the band was, she said it was her friends' band "HALE". seriously people, AMAZING band... i don't think they are, but when i first heard them, they sounded like an alternative gospel band... the vocals were deep, husky, and full of emotion... and as andrew put it: "kahit birthday mo yata, malulungkot ka pag napakinggan mo cd nila eh.." hahah! very true... =p

anywho, i fell in love yesterday...

his name is bugsy... gorgeous, gorgeous DOG. heheh... =p he's a one year old pitbull, PURE BREED... he has this velvety black coat that's broken by white areas around his face and neck and through his front legs... i swear, when i say velvet, i mean velvet to the touch... i love hugging him... (can't believe i'm actually hugging him! didn't like hugging dogs before...) he's indeed a very beautiful dog... he stands like a king... inangkin ko na nga siya eh... heheh... but he's actually our neighbor's... i don't know... i really felt at ease with him from the get go... tita reina and tita bards didn't come through at first because he IS a pitbull... and they know what he can do with a temper... but me, i didn't mind at all... and the very cool thing was, he shook my hand... even his owner was impressed when he patted my hands when i was talking to him... it was the first time he did that... ^_^ at the first few tries, he just patted my hand twice at a time... but the last time i held my hand out, his paw stayed... he didn't put it down for the longest time...

...that was kinda sweet.

i love that dog... seriously... and i think part of the reason why, is because he reminds me of my first dog spot... my aunt gave him to me when i was in 3rd grade i think... he was all black as well, and he was so chubby when he was little... so, so cute... i called him spot because he had a white, diamond shaped patch at the back of his neck.... he was simply adorable! i took care of him, and played with him every chance i could get... but when we moved to a new house (i was just about to finish 4th grade), they gave him away... ='( we had two other dogs, and the apartment couldn't accomodate all three of them... i remember looking out the gate when the doorbell rang, i was so excited to see him, but he never came in... the last i saw of him was his legs, and that's it... off to butuan... i cried so hard... and i was so angry at my mom for giving him away... after that, i never had another dog... losing one felt too bad. ='(

oh well, that's that... my dear spot has been long gone... i never saw him again... now i have my baby bugsy... heheh... and even though he's not technically mine, i think we've made it clear that he's destined to be my alaga... ^_^