i have scattered thoughts, but to me they make sense.

i have an inborn obligation to suck it in, and let the storm (e.g. motherly tantrums) take its course... i have a responsibility to make my life better the way i know how... my views are mine, and i make them for reasons only i am supposed to understand... some may as well, but if they don't, nobody's to blame: "different folks, different strokes" as miss mia always says... i know myself best, and i am what i am (as the gay song goes... =p)

hear no assumptions. speak no assumptions. and foresee no assumptions. >> a new rule.

i should know how i feel, recognize it, then rub it off if it won't do me any good... i shouldn't stop myself from feeling or thinking about things i'd rather forget... because if i stop thinking about them, if i don't recognize them, and acknowledge them --- what's there to rub off?

i should learn to see things on a thousand perspectives, with a tight grip on mine...

i should tuck my green monster in at night, and leave him there on my pillow for the day ahead... if he's still there when i get back, there's always tomorrow, i have a whole day again without him breathing at my back...

never compare yourself to other people. >> a good friend said. because you'll never have a fulfilled life...

meaning isn't everything... sometimes things just happen cause their supposed to... although sincerity isn't in doubt, and purpose isn't forced, meaning shouldn't mean anything unless enforced... malabo lang talaga minsan.

*sigh*

on the sleepiest day of my life, i woke up. (ironic ba ito sir patrick? =p)

thank you sir ando and miss mia... oh, and astrid too... ^_^