charing.

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	delicious
Your hugs are...	to die for
Your eyes...	burn into my heart
Your touch is...	the only thing I desire
Your smell is...	exotic
Your smile is...	entrancing
Your love is...	everlasting
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emerald.

as the sun peeks through the clouds
and brightness covers the ground
a flower sways from shade to light
and reaches for the warmth outside
but as the clouds smother the sun again
the flower, in its state of being bent
breaks where there once was a glow
and wilts with its roots below.

BLUE

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i'm late, yet again.

hay, hay, hay... it's been a while huh? =) haven't been in the mood to write anything lately, so, yeah. not that there hasn't been any interesting thing to write about, it's just that too much craziness is happening that it felt too exhausting for me to write them all down... ^_^

anywho, i am currently on the 3rd day of our 4 day (technically 2 day) holy week break... i've had nothing else to do at home but eat, watch tv, eat, FREAK OUT, eat, watch more tv, eat more junk, and sleep ocassionally... i tried to play CS yesterday, but my PC's gone whack and it kept lagging... grr. now, i am contemplating on whether or not to answer our statpro take home exam already... not that i don't want to do it, i wanna get it over with actually... but i'm too lazy... and i think i don't know shit about the exam... teehee... ^_^ i hafta answer it sooner or later though... and i probably would be able to in a while coz aeo's gonna call for help with HIS statpro homework --- i told him i knew a little bit about probabilities... heheh. WHAT?! i didn't lie... i do know A LITTLE BIT... =p

let's see, what good stuff can i tell you guys about? hmmm... ah! a few weeks ago, our helper called me to the kitchen... when i got there, she pointed out something stuck under the mat outside the backdoor... she was asking me if it was a snake... looking at it, i thought it was just an earthworm coz it was about that big... but she kept insisting it was a snake... i took some salt from the pantry to check if it was indeed just a worm, but when i threw at it --- it didn't budge.

it WAS a friggin' snake... =o

ate ga ended up pouring boiling water over the thing until it died... i still didn't freak out at first coz i was thinking of how small it was... but then, when my aunt found out and asked:

"kung maliit na ahas yun, asan yung nanay?!"

i freaked out. -_-

but anywho... the snake issue is long gone... lumampas na sa sobrang tagal ko magupdate... heheh... ^_^ but like i said, a lot of crazy things have happened over the period of my hiatus... some GOOD-crazy, some BAD-crazy, some UNFORGETTABLE-crazy (i'm still smiling... =D) and some MIND BOGGLING-crazy (i think too much, it hurts... =p) but nonetheless, i've been on one hell of a rollercoaster ride...

...and the loops are still to come. *sigh*

snowflake.

i came through, slowly, armed
with but a rush of blood and an open mind.
it was a beginning of sidewalks and pavements,
keeping to the safest side.
i memorized the ground i walked on,
i searched for cracks, and tripped on them all.
the four winds blew all at the same time.
nothing but thorns to hold --- it's them or a pall.

i found comfort in a fleece i found
though not of gold, but of winter's warmth.
i felt and admired every thread
and was struck with beauty so profound.
i held on through spring, summer and autumn,
and it burned through the bite of snow.
the seasons turned, twice over and more
yet some weaves went unnoticed in the cold.

my aura.

What color is your aura? CLICKEE HERE... ^_^

hearing them sing this song last night made me cry:

Worlds Apart
by Jars of Clay

I am the only one to blame for this
Somehow, it all ends up the same
Soaring on the wings of selfish pride
I float too high And like Icarus, I collide
With a world I try so hard to leave behind
To rid myself of all but love
To give and die

To turn away and not become
Another nail to pierce the skin of one who loves
More deeply than the oceans
More abundant than the tears
Of a world embracing every heartache

Can I be the one to sacrifice
Or grip the spear and watch the blood and water flow

(To love you) Take my world apart
(To need you) I am on my knees
(To love you) Take my world apart
(To need you) Broken, on my knees

Said and done, I stand alone
Amongst remains of a life I should not own
It takes all I am to believe
In the mercy that covers me

Did you really have to die for me
All I am for all you are
Because what I need and what I believe, are worlds apart

I look beyond the empty cross
Forgetting what my life has cost
And wipe away the crimson stains
And dull the nails that still remain
More and more I need You now
I owe You more each passing hour
Battles between grace and pride
I gave up not so long ago

So steal my heart and take the pain
And wash the feet and cleanse my pride
Take the selfish, take the weak
And all the things I cannot hide
Take the beauty, take my tears
My sin-soaked heart, make it Yours
Take my world all apart
Take it now, take it now

And serve the ones that I despise
Speak the words I can't deny
Watch the world I used to love
Fall to dust and blow away I look beyond the empty cross
Forgetting what my life has cost
Wipe away the crimson stains
And dull the nails that still remain
Steal my heart, take the painTake the selfish, take the weak
And all the things I cannot hide
Take the beauty, take my tears
Take my world apart, take my world apart
I pray, I pray, I pray Take my world apart...

somebody show me love. =p

got home a couple of hours ago from the jars of clay concert in araneta... (yes, friends, pinayagan po ako... =p)

IT ROCKED MY WORLD!!!

as in naloka kami ni cali... heheh... no wonder they've been around for so long, i had goosebumps the whole time... even if the songs weren't for jamming, you just had to stand up because of all the energy that's in you... there were times of screaming, jumping, and ocassional head banging too... ^_^ i don't care if i end up sounding cheesy, but the whole experience was spiritually uplifting... seiously! coming out of araneta, it's like a big weight had been lifted off my shoulders... everything looked nice, and i felt so giddy in a quiet sort of meditative kind of way... heheh... it's really hard to explain... but it was one of the best concerts i've ever been to... ^_^ aeo and his merville friends were supposed to be there too... but they had a little mix up of time... they thought the concert was gonna start later (about 2 hours later) than it really did... i don't know if they ever made it to the concert coz he didn't have load, but i hope they did... =) oh! and coco was there too... he approached me on our way to the ticket booth... lucky young man he is... he got FREE, FRONT ROW SEATS to the concert! aargh! so, so lucky... d'ya guys think it's in the hair? ^_^

yes, ofcourse... something else happened... when they sang unforgetful you, a guy from the audience (and his girlfriend of 10 years) got to sing it with them... at first, i wanted to smack 'em both out of jealousy... =p but when he said it was their 10th year anniversary, and he pulled out a ring from his pocket, i was crazy for them... ^_^ it was the sweetest thing, and it made the atmosphere even more uplifting... of course, we're still not sure if the girl said yes because she wanted to, or because it was too public to get out of... harhar! =p i wish them both the best...

woohoo! JoC hangover ito!!! ^_^